Anyone else feel like crying from stress??

I just want this semester to be over except I know that next semester will prolly be worse. My classes are going to be so hard  I'm going to have to take Intro to Circuits, Intro to Logic Design, Differential Equations. Maybe another class but I don't think I really want a 4th class on top of that. What ever happened to all those fun classes you're supposed to be able to take in college???  

I'm at least going to try to take my series in ASL. Cuz that would be cool (or super-fine). I really like ASL. Today's my last day of my sign language mini course. But I think I might become an interpreter. Seriously, how awesome would that be?

Why does my background sometimes not work?? It's so frustrating.

I should be doing HW now...but I'm procrastinating...oh well.

So this weekend was MAC Fest (that's Michigan A Cappella Festival). It was soo good. Except Gimble. Well, that's not exactly true, they were wonderful, it's just that I wanted to cry so bad. And then after the concert, my friend Jim from Gimble came a talked to me but after the first "Hey how are you" I just felt awkward and I think he did too. I don't want to audition for them again. But I really want to sing A Cappella. Dilemna. I think that this winter, I'm going to audition for every group I can, just so I have a better shot. Oh well, I still have time to think about it.

On a happier note, Laura says the Dar concert was (and I quote) "AWESOME" I think I might just have to go by myself...

I went underwear shopping today! With Michelle and her mom. I know that's weird...

                        Ok, hw time...no more procratinating.

*edit*    Why is life so full of drama?!? Drama drama drama...! I was doing my hw but then my hall erupted with drama and I got sucked in. I literally just spent the last 3 or so hours just watching the it all unfold. I feel like I should write an epic. Except now that it's almost 1:30 and I still need to do hw, maybe I should devote my energies to that instead.

I like this passage. It took me so long to figure out for myself. I guess that's what growing up is.

 “Ever since we met, you’ve been talking about right and wrong as if they were absolutes. According to you, things are either right or wrong…period. Well, my friend, life isn’t that simple. Not only are you old enough to know that, you’d better learn it before you drive yourself and everyone around you absolutely crazy. It’s possible for you, or anyone else to not be right and still not be wrong, just as you can be right from a business standpoint, but wrong from a humanitarian viewpoint. The worlds are complex, and people are a hopeless tangle of contradictions. Conditions change not only from situation to situation and person to person, but from moment to moment as well. Trying to kid yourself that there’s some master key to what’s right and wrong is ridiculous…worse than that, it’s dangerous, because you’ll always end up feeling incompetent and inadequate when it eludes you. You’ve got to accept that life is complicated and often frustrating. What’s right for you might not be right for someone else. There are even times when there is no right answer…just the least objectionable of several bad choices. Recognize that, then don’t waste time and energy wondering why it is or railing that it’s unfair…accept it. Of course it’s not easy. Nothing’s easy. Sometimes it’s less difficult than other times, but it’s never easy.”